Grief
I am told that people grieve individually...no one grieves in quite the same way as the next person. I am finding this to be true. My one sister seems to cry all the time, can't stop. I, on the other hand, haven't really cried since the funeral. Does this concern me? Yes, it does, to a certain extent. Do I feel guilty because I haven't cried? No. I know I loved my father tremendously. I know we had a beautiful relationship and I have no regrets where he is concerned. What I have a 'problem' with is that I don't seem to be feeling anything at all. I see my mother's emotions...I see her cry, and I am not affected at all. I'm not even sure I'm missing him right now. Up to the point when Daddy died, I always imagined I would be a total mess at his death, and afterwards...like my sister. These emotions, or lack thereof, confuse me - but having never dealt with a death so close, I don't know what to expect. Some say that perhaps my dis